Have you ever...
...dated someone, fell in love with them, broke up with them, thought you were over them, and found out that he still has a hold over you? So you know how I feel then?
It's not that I still love Dallas, it's just that... well, maybe I do still love him. I mean we shared a pretty amazing life together. But that doesn't change the fact that he treated me badly and for the last couple of months all we have done is fight. And wouldn't you agree that moving was what I wanted to do. And I know that I said California, but Dallas made New York seem like a better place to move.
But, I was right. No matter what DC says, I DID NOT MOVE TO NEW YORK BECAUSE OF DALLAS! I moved here because it felt like the right thing to do.
So, why am I having so many doubts? I trust myself and my opinions. And myself and my stupid opinions landed me right in the same city, in the same building and right above the floor of Dallas' place. And if I hadn't visited him as many times as I had, I might have been able to pull of the "oh-you-live-in-this-same-building-too?" thing.
I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm okay.
It's not that I still love Dallas, it's just that... well, maybe I do still love him. I mean we shared a pretty amazing life together. But that doesn't change the fact that he treated me badly and for the last couple of months all we have done is fight. And wouldn't you agree that moving was what I wanted to do. And I know that I said California, but Dallas made New York seem like a better place to move.
But, I was right. No matter what DC says, I DID NOT MOVE TO NEW YORK BECAUSE OF DALLAS! I moved here because it felt like the right thing to do.
So, why am I having so many doubts? I trust myself and my opinions. And myself and my stupid opinions landed me right in the same city, in the same building and right above the floor of Dallas' place. And if I hadn't visited him as many times as I had, I might have been able to pull of the "oh-you-live-in-this-same-building-too?" thing.
I'm okay. I'm okay. I'm okay.