Gone.
smoking way too much... I should really learn to cut back.
I cant control it. Maybe I just like it because its old, recognizable.
Oh well, whats done is done i suppose. Do you ever stare at the tv when its on, yet get nothing out of it? I do that alot. Its a bit sad but i guess it has its perks.
What should i do now? Rot in the shadows where the sam i once new dwells. I could reach out and touch her and grab her and reel her in. I know her... i miss her. but she was once me and now she isnt. I knew me then. I dont know me anymore. striving to be something im not. Actually, i have no real outline for the person that i am striving to be. It sings my name in my ear. whispers are all around me... I jerk my head to spot them yet i still miss who is saying things to me. human...unrecocnizable to me. to you, to anyone. I want me...ME. who is that though? where is she?
I cant control it. Maybe I just like it because its old, recognizable.
Oh well, whats done is done i suppose. Do you ever stare at the tv when its on, yet get nothing out of it? I do that alot. Its a bit sad but i guess it has its perks.
What should i do now? Rot in the shadows where the sam i once new dwells. I could reach out and touch her and grab her and reel her in. I know her... i miss her. but she was once me and now she isnt. I knew me then. I dont know me anymore. striving to be something im not. Actually, i have no real outline for the person that i am striving to be. It sings my name in my ear. whispers are all around me... I jerk my head to spot them yet i still miss who is saying things to me. human...unrecocnizable to me. to you, to anyone. I want me...ME. who is that though? where is she?