Feb 12, 2006 23:47
ok soo here it goes yall OH BABY HERE COMES THE SOUND!! haha sorry i was previously listenin to my chemical romance but any ways im readin the worlds suckiest book..great expectations by charles dickens..i have no great expectations for it..tho i do feel sorry for that darling lil pip kid in it..hes soo lil and its sad haha ..today was soo routein lol ..thats why i hate school..nothing out of the normal ever happens and it becomes boring! take french for instance..everyday the same routein..its like were on clock work or sumthin lol..i feel like im mechanical!! haha
its amazing how one glimpse of you can make a wonderful day turn to into something ugly..i shouldnt let you have this power over me..yet i am weak ...no matter how much i struggle i cant over power you. i ask my self over and over why i wont let you be..its clear i am only a distant memory ..far in the back of your mind..and maybe its in the dark place of your mind you start to wonder around..not everyday..just when you get bored or start thinking of the way things used to be..and as reality calls you back and you continue on with things as tho i were never around...you think of me..then camly brush aside the memory of what was and will never be again...
i wrote that...