questions ?
tell myself i hate em,,thats all i need to do. it repeats in my head at least 100's of times a day. did he lie to me? am i paranoid? was it all a lie? these are my thoughts,,and have been for a while. was it me or was it him? more questions..why must i torture myself with so many questions ? that is a questin in its self. how do i make this leave me? why did i break up with him..i am no happier ...i wasnt happy then.or was i,.,,why is there a sick feelin in my stomach,is it cuz of what hes put me thru or cuz of what i am puttin my self thru? we just didnt agree ne more..we had become two diff ppl. im beginning to feel as thougth nothing will go right no matter which way i turn..cuz hes goin to be there..its like tryin to get out of a maze..every time i turn a corner to get out there he is..standing in my way..i turn around to go in the opposite direction..hes there again..theres no way to turn...where ever i go he is there too. and theres nothing to do about it. so untill we meet again my dear readers