~*So little time...so much to fix*~
Well this year came and went w/ what felt like a blink of an eye! I have made so many mistakes...I have nothing to be proud of...for what seems like for 2 years now. I had everything...friends, happiness, and I was doing good..then it all just...BLEW-up in my face!!! I just want me life back...I always seem to screw up things...I pushed them away!!!!!! Now they won't EVER come back!!! I think that is why I have been so bitter!! I miss my gurls!!! I can't believe I'm crying...I just want them back...but I screwed up to bad!!! I'm getting older and things will only get harder and I if I can barley handle this then how can I handle whats bound to come next!? I need a shoulder to cry on! I just wish I could take back time and fix everything!!!! But thats not how life works I guess all I can do is learn from my mistakes and better myself from them! I'm done w/ everything...I just don't care anymore!!!! I came to the conclusion...we are "nothing" w/out each other!!!! Well I am nothing w/out them! They kept me together...I'm so sorry to EVERYONE that I hurt!!!!!! I love you all I and I hope we all can work on our friendships!!! LAter
~*Sam-A-Baby*~