my worst weekend.

[sam_5]

hey i had the worst weekend well fist shane he wont tell me whats goin on wtih him.
then my mom took my phone away.
my mom and dad found out that i cut before and now they are goin to check me if i am.
if i do cut there goin to send me away.
me and alex got in a fight.
but now were better.
i got a sun burn i went to bike week.
if shane does brake up with me( prayin that he dont) idk what i would do.
if he does i want to run away.
i love him so much god i dont want to lose him.
if i lose him its like losing my self.
i cant imagin my life with out him now.
yea i no its only been 3 months (tomorrow) but ive liked him for 2 years.
y do i have to get so attached to him?
god i need help.
someone come and help me.
the only good thing is that i had sam all weekend to help me.
and maegan on the internet now.
i love u two the most.