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Hey uh. I'm going to say it, even though I know it's going to cause a lot of drama.
A while ago I do believe I wrote about how I felt like I was drifiting away from people,from certain friends of mine. And it's true, I would say that I have now completely drifted myself away from people I used to love a great deal. And I have no one to blame but myself, but in all fairness to me... I wasn't about to change something about myself just so I could feel like I fat in with them.
I don't like drugs. I don't like to do them and I don't like to see my friends do them. I try to hide my opinion because I don't want to offend anybody and I know that it's their decision. Drugs are something that I don't wish to get involved in, I've been high and I've never felt as great as others do. For the past month or two I've been distancing myself from certain people (who know full well who they are) because I knew that they were using drugs pretty heavily and I didn't want to get forced into it, well not forced, but... I really don't know how to make that come out right, so I'll leave it.
I'm pretty sure at this point that I've offended at least a couple people and I'm really sorry about that. I'm not trying to make myself look like I'm higher than you in any sort of way, please... believe me when I say that. I really don't think I'm better than any of you. But I don't want to associate myself with that or with anyone who does so I'll take myself out of the picture. I don't want to be your friend anymore, because I can't pretend that your decision to do drugs doesn't bother or concern me.
Serena, it's really not fair of you to judge my relationship with Josh. All you know is what I post. You don't know about our moments of sheer happiness and what we feel towards each other. Love knows no time limit. So by you saying that my love for Josh is false then do you mean that every other person who has only been with their significant other for 4 months or less could not possibly love their significant other?? And you're wrong, I've been with Josh for 6 months, it's only been official for 4. I don't feel that I have to prove my love to any of you, except Josh. I know what's in my heart. He's not perfect, but neither am I. We're working on becoming better for each other, we're trying. Why am I even trying to defend our relationship to you or anyone else? You're no one to me, you mean nothing. I don't have to prove shit to any of you, just remember that...
A while ago I do believe I wrote about how I felt like I was drifiting away from people,from certain friends of mine. And it's true, I would say that I have now completely drifted myself away from people I used to love a great deal. And I have no one to blame but myself, but in all fairness to me... I wasn't about to change something about myself just so I could feel like I fat in with them.
I don't like drugs. I don't like to do them and I don't like to see my friends do them. I try to hide my opinion because I don't want to offend anybody and I know that it's their decision. Drugs are something that I don't wish to get involved in, I've been high and I've never felt as great as others do. For the past month or two I've been distancing myself from certain people (who know full well who they are) because I knew that they were using drugs pretty heavily and I didn't want to get forced into it, well not forced, but... I really don't know how to make that come out right, so I'll leave it.
I'm pretty sure at this point that I've offended at least a couple people and I'm really sorry about that. I'm not trying to make myself look like I'm higher than you in any sort of way, please... believe me when I say that. I really don't think I'm better than any of you. But I don't want to associate myself with that or with anyone who does so I'll take myself out of the picture. I don't want to be your friend anymore, because I can't pretend that your decision to do drugs doesn't bother or concern me.
Serena, it's really not fair of you to judge my relationship with Josh. All you know is what I post. You don't know about our moments of sheer happiness and what we feel towards each other. Love knows no time limit. So by you saying that my love for Josh is false then do you mean that every other person who has only been with their significant other for 4 months or less could not possibly love their significant other?? And you're wrong, I've been with Josh for 6 months, it's only been official for 4. I don't feel that I have to prove my love to any of you, except Josh. I know what's in my heart. He's not perfect, but neither am I. We're working on becoming better for each other, we're trying. Why am I even trying to defend our relationship to you or anyone else? You're no one to me, you mean nothing. I don't have to prove shit to any of you, just remember that...