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isn't that what you said? what you thought this song meant?
i'm so different now and i just figured that all out. what happened to my obsession with music and all of my thoughts? i feel a little brainwashed here which sounds silly but it's the only way to describe it i guess. i don't really think anymore haha, and i don't really talk to anyone. i kind of just go with things and i always seem to have something ridiculous to do. whether its smoking with the girls (and boys), hanging out with everyone or even just being around jd, i just don't feel the same as i was this summer. it's not a bad change, just different. it's pretty much how i pictured it all but i just wanted something a little different. well, i AM a little different. i suppose i will have to get used to it or bring my old self back.
anyways, last night me, tasha, lauren, brandon and nikki went to portsmouth to have dinner and go check out this glowing grave we had heard so much about. yes, i'm talking about ghosts and stuff. how crazy are we, but i have to say i love everything about cryptozoology and stuff like that. much love to my sister on that one. anyways, we walked around downtown for a while which was really cool and reminded me a lot like newport just not directly on the water. i was definately a fan and want to go back. I really liked portsmouth. we stopped and had dinner at nikkis which was cool and went off to find the grave. We got hungry waiting for colby so we went to wendys quick and saw the sketchiest thing of my life. We pulled in and this car flashed its lights at us but we thought nothing of it until they did it again when we were getting our food. The driver was playing with something in the car and smiling at us, while the passanger pulled a face mask up so only his eyes were showing. everyone was freaking out so we parked between two cars to eat. al of a sudden the guy gets out of the car with a fucking backpack on and starts walking towards us. one of the cars went to leave so we obvisouly did too and the guy started walking across the street. suddenly he broke out into a full sprint to this white house with no lights on. we didnt know what to do so we called the cops and told them our story. finally colby showed up and we went to this really creepy graveyard where we saw this grave up on a hill which was definately glowing. it glows every night apparently but you cant get too close or you'll loose sight of it over the hill. it was definately an interesting night.
now i feel like absolute shit and want to sleep forever. i feellike lauren.blah. i need to get myself back together asap.
christmas break is so soon and i cannot wait. its going to be perfectly amazing. whattup new years eve! black and white parties<3
i'm so different now and i just figured that all out. what happened to my obsession with music and all of my thoughts? i feel a little brainwashed here which sounds silly but it's the only way to describe it i guess. i don't really think anymore haha, and i don't really talk to anyone. i kind of just go with things and i always seem to have something ridiculous to do. whether its smoking with the girls (and boys), hanging out with everyone or even just being around jd, i just don't feel the same as i was this summer. it's not a bad change, just different. it's pretty much how i pictured it all but i just wanted something a little different. well, i AM a little different. i suppose i will have to get used to it or bring my old self back.
anyways, last night me, tasha, lauren, brandon and nikki went to portsmouth to have dinner and go check out this glowing grave we had heard so much about. yes, i'm talking about ghosts and stuff. how crazy are we, but i have to say i love everything about cryptozoology and stuff like that. much love to my sister on that one. anyways, we walked around downtown for a while which was really cool and reminded me a lot like newport just not directly on the water. i was definately a fan and want to go back. I really liked portsmouth. we stopped and had dinner at nikkis which was cool and went off to find the grave. We got hungry waiting for colby so we went to wendys quick and saw the sketchiest thing of my life. We pulled in and this car flashed its lights at us but we thought nothing of it until they did it again when we were getting our food. The driver was playing with something in the car and smiling at us, while the passanger pulled a face mask up so only his eyes were showing. everyone was freaking out so we parked between two cars to eat. al of a sudden the guy gets out of the car with a fucking backpack on and starts walking towards us. one of the cars went to leave so we obvisouly did too and the guy started walking across the street. suddenly he broke out into a full sprint to this white house with no lights on. we didnt know what to do so we called the cops and told them our story. finally colby showed up and we went to this really creepy graveyard where we saw this grave up on a hill which was definately glowing. it glows every night apparently but you cant get too close or you'll loose sight of it over the hill. it was definately an interesting night.
now i feel like absolute shit and want to sleep forever. i feellike lauren.blah. i need to get myself back together asap.
christmas break is so soon and i cannot wait. its going to be perfectly amazing. whattup new years eve! black and white parties<3