Jan 30, 2005 15:39
I want to go back to school... I want to pretend like nothing happened...
My grandpa died this morning... at least I was out of the hospital before it happened.
the past five days feel like a dream... it feels as though it hasn't and wont happened.
Im now afraid of cars... on the way home from the hospital I kept cringing... thinking we were going to run into the car in front of us...
Im scared.