[fail lock] In which there is wangst.
Juan left this morning.
Tuvo que...se tuvo que ir porque, de alguna manera, se consiguió trabajo como luchador allí en Texas. Of course, no me dijo nada hasta hoy. Figures that he'd leave when I-
Él siempre hace esto...
Now I have to call the family to let them know because I doubt that he told them anything. And then our tío...fuck, I doubt Juan's going to pay him back any time soon, so I probably need to do it myself.
I-I can't do this right now.
I had to pay upfront to get the car back and now rent's going to be high again with him gone and with school I'll have less time to work and Luciano's never home because of work and I can't do this.
[in which there is totally no-hysterical hair tugging and no-sobbing for the next few minutes]
and i haven't been feeling well lately
my head hurts i'm nauseas i'm pretty sure that's a high fever and i'm dizzy and...y por qué estoy llorando?
i should go to bed. work in the morning.
((OOC translation: He had to...he had to leave because he somehow got himself a wrestling gig in Texas. Of course, he didn't tell me anything until today...he always does (stuff like) this....and why am I crying?))
Tuvo que...se tuvo que ir porque, de alguna manera, se consiguió trabajo como luchador allí en Texas. Of course, no me dijo nada hasta hoy. Figures that he'd leave when I-
Él siempre hace esto...
Now I have to call the family to let them know because I doubt that he told them anything. And then our tío...fuck, I doubt Juan's going to pay him back any time soon, so I probably need to do it myself.
I-I can't do this right now.
I had to pay upfront to get the car back and now rent's going to be high again with him gone and with school I'll have less time to work and Luciano's never home because of work and I can't do this.
[in which there is totally no-hysterical hair tugging and no-sobbing for the next few minutes]
and i haven't been feeling well lately
my head hurts i'm nauseas i'm pretty sure that's a high fever and i'm dizzy and...y por qué estoy llorando?
i should go to bed. work in the morning.
((OOC translation: He had to...he had to leave because he somehow got himself a wrestling gig in Texas. Of course, he didn't tell me anything until today...he always does (stuff like) this....and why am I crying?))