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so this might be a normal update
honesty im so lost and confused...ahhhh alice wants me to be there for her and i will not matter what but it hurts so much cause were not together like does hse expect me not to sayi anything about it or not to try to get her back eachday cause if so do you know me??? what the hell do i do i mean i love this girl so much like amazingly love her but she doesnt want me back and she wants time how do i kno shes going to come back huh like what if i do sit here and wait for her like i am doing what happens when she doesnt what do i do then as of right now im so lost and jus wish it could be normal like why cant we be together and talk on the phone all night or wake up to one of us calling eachother...this i snever what i expected to0 happen with us and i want her back yea the past month ive been a dick but i mean ahhhhhhhhh
i dunno anything anymore is there even a point for me breathing and hoping for us anymore i cant even talk to her cause it hurts knowing shes not my g/f its jus not the same and shes ganna get annoyed with me being like this and most likely end up jus giving up for good why the fuck does it gotta be like this
alice please please babe just come back to me i miss talking on the phone till you fll asleep i miss us being obssesed over eachother ahhh i cant keep living like this
honesty im so lost and confused...ahhhh alice wants me to be there for her and i will not matter what but it hurts so much cause were not together like does hse expect me not to sayi anything about it or not to try to get her back eachday cause if so do you know me??? what the hell do i do i mean i love this girl so much like amazingly love her but she doesnt want me back and she wants time how do i kno shes going to come back huh like what if i do sit here and wait for her like i am doing what happens when she doesnt what do i do then as of right now im so lost and jus wish it could be normal like why cant we be together and talk on the phone all night or wake up to one of us calling eachother...this i snever what i expected to0 happen with us and i want her back yea the past month ive been a dick but i mean ahhhhhhhhh
i dunno anything anymore is there even a point for me breathing and hoping for us anymore i cant even talk to her cause it hurts knowing shes not my g/f its jus not the same and shes ganna get annoyed with me being like this and most likely end up jus giving up for good why the fuck does it gotta be like this
alice please please babe just come back to me i miss talking on the phone till you fll asleep i miss us being obssesed over eachother ahhh i cant keep living like this