May 21, 2005 02:12
well today ive seen so much bullshit/drama and wow im sick of it
im ganna start eliminating shit from my life that i dont need and yea it may hurt me alot but oh well dont woryy alice is not you lol...but seriously im sick of this life and the ppl i have in it.... i dunno like when i was hanging out with jerm derek artie and chris it was fun i had fun i laugh smiled it was great i wish it was like that everyday of my life starting tomm im not ganna be the same i changed over these 2days of looking at everything i found myself and the ways to stay happy...and ppl that have a shitty life a shitty family ill be there trying to help them but if they dont listen to me then ill jus give up....
yea well today i hung out with artie n ashley then went to meet up with juliet it was weird coz its always meeting up with juliet and alice but nope no alice this time i had to sit in the back with juliets friend not right not at all hmm then went to wendys then took them home then went to my houes to shower coz i was ganna see alice ugh she puts me through hell sometimes but i love her...umm yea went to the mall artie dropped me off and then met up with alice and jen i didnt like this girl at first bu shes pretty cool and i feel bad for her ehh mayb il find someone for her but we gotta talk first me n jen that is... yea they left around 10:30 i waited for artie for a fucking hour i was pissed but w/e went to wendys again lol im fat oo yea i had pizza at 12 today but yea ummm then went to this party artie wanted to fight this kid lol but he didnt i called alice to ask if i can drink but i didnt even bother drinking i dont care for drugs n drinking anymore im sick of that life im stopping it well slowly that is umm yea that was basicly my night
i hate life but love my angeleyes<333333333333