Mar 23, 2005 20:41
well guys i need help i really think alice lost all hope we dont talk like we use to she doesnt talk to me like she did once befor its so diff now n with all this smokin n drinking n fucked up shit i jus dont kno what to do i mean i love this gurl so much its crazy how i love her i jus sat in my room for about 2 hours no fuckin lie i sware i cried my eyes out jus sitting there reading old letters everything she said n now it doesnt even feel like shes mine she doest talk about anything about us anymore i mean i kno she loves me but is she still inlove with me i dunno anymore i really dont n everyone knows that id do anything for her i jus want things back to how they were like im jus talkin about how we can talk for hrs n laugh n be happy but it doesnt look like its ganna get there im still trying n i kno shes young n all n growing up n going through experieances but i hate it that she drinks i hate it n she wont stop she told me shes not ganna give it up i miss the old alice the one that can have fun with out that shit when will she jus like look in the mirror or something jus think n realize i mean i kno i do all this stupid shit to sometimes n she gets on me about it coz she cares n im jus doing the samething i really wish this will work out it prob will coz i kno were meant to be i kno that shes mine forever atleast i hope she is...
so babe jus kno i love you n thats all i can do right now is tell u n always letting you kno im not ganna give up coz ur everything to me i mean who says goodnight to a picture everynight now heres something u never knew that went with the name angeleyes coz ur the angel that looks out for me trys to get me back on track thats part of the reason i gave you that name n that i jus love getting lost in your eyes ur like an angel to me you get me through everything n i love you for that<333333333