There won't be any closure

May 09, 2005 23:18

I found out yesterday that Larry killed himself last Thursday. What a mix of emotions. I'm sad because he was a friend. I feel a twinge of anger because it was such a selfish thing for him to do. I feel slightly guilty because I never hung out with him even though he asked many times. It hurts me to watch the video he made right before. The way he looked directly into the camera is just so haunting. As he held a gun to his head, he was crying. It breaks my heart.
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