an ugly and cold world, happy 2006 America! Bobby's revelations

Jan 04, 2006 14:07

Well I have learned alot this past year.

1) I will continually be judged and treated a different way because I am gay and unusual looking in manner and physically. From being arrested to thrown out at venues/shows/clubs, I will always be pinpointed and talked to and touched as if I am drunk even when I'm not just because I dress differently and am not some striped polo shirt wearing Aberzombie faggot clone. Cops demand what narcotics I have on me and treat me in a bad non humanely way because I am homosexual. Yup. No one can kill my spirit though. Some things I bring upon myself, but most of the bullshit that has happened was that, strictly bullshit, I don't live in denial, I know when a human being is treated in a wrong and unjust way.

2) People suck and you only really have yourself to depend on.

3) Abusing alcohol is boring and will destroy your body and mind, not to mention your career etc etc.

4) Making "friends" with introverted people who have no livies who live on the internet all day at their boring 9 to 5 office jobs is a bad idea. Especially when one of them you met in person at a club was giving you cocaine, I should of known he/she was bad news then! As for the other boring bitch, YAWN! Learn to bond with a creative and intelligent person like myself in person and stand up for your friends instead of cowering like a cunt on the internet. It's called a phone, use it, people call friends, but yeah I'm like so crazy man!

5) I have learned to not get over myself but have more self confidence and say FUCK YOU to all those who can't even acknowledge me with the common courtesy of a hello. I can only live to make myself happy.

Okay I wanted to vent, I could come up with more but this is good for now.
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