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stayed up pretty late last night finishing my paper. it was all good tho. just talking to a friend ;)
ya so writing class was pointless as usual. only one dude was even there to edit my paper. i doubt ill even change it. I DONT CARE!! hehe
jazz class was the most work-intensive jazz class ever. usually portugal and i basically do nothing, and just wait for listening examples. well today, first we had a video that we needed to pay attention to, then we had the listening quiz....and that took pretty much the whole class. so i got back from classes and food, and never really ended up getting to my jazz studying. i guess im at the point where im not really worrying anymore cuz things are seeming alright to me. writing is out of the way...and unless i TOTALLY bomb my jazz final, ill do well in there too. i still have to study all tommorrow tho.
oh and i think going home might actually work out. fucking imagine that! lol. ya im thinking between thursday night, and maybe friday, i can totally wrap up my samurai paper. im kinda scared about it tho. like really scared. anyways, then i can go home saturday...or maybe even sunday, with some stuff. and then come back on the 9th to get the rest. fucking yay
ya so...lately ive just been trying to keep myself mentally healthy...probably not as much academically, but i think ill do fine. so ive been making more of an effort last couple days to talk with people and that sorta thing.
basically, at this moment, im trying to keep myself out of the hole i dug for myself this past weekend and past week. i was a wreck. so for now, ive sworn off self-pitying kind of music. anything moving backwards is out. ya so...coaltion and think i care have been treating me well lol.
right now i need sleep tho....
shit wtf am i gonna do about the issue of u-lock justice?! i can:
1) buy another freestyle bike
2) buy a nice cruiser, which of course is not made for freestyle
3) fix up my GT at home....again, not a bike made for flatland or street.
4) buy a MOUNTAIN BIKE.....which would be fun for trails, but mountain bikes kinda blow. fuck
shit man....i need like.....something for both. my heart is in bmx tho, im afraid. forever in bmx.....those dam cruisers tho are mighty cool. but if i dont race, whats the fucking point?
AHHHHH FUCK BIKE THIEVES
anyways, out
ya so writing class was pointless as usual. only one dude was even there to edit my paper. i doubt ill even change it. I DONT CARE!! hehe
jazz class was the most work-intensive jazz class ever. usually portugal and i basically do nothing, and just wait for listening examples. well today, first we had a video that we needed to pay attention to, then we had the listening quiz....and that took pretty much the whole class. so i got back from classes and food, and never really ended up getting to my jazz studying. i guess im at the point where im not really worrying anymore cuz things are seeming alright to me. writing is out of the way...and unless i TOTALLY bomb my jazz final, ill do well in there too. i still have to study all tommorrow tho.
oh and i think going home might actually work out. fucking imagine that! lol. ya im thinking between thursday night, and maybe friday, i can totally wrap up my samurai paper. im kinda scared about it tho. like really scared. anyways, then i can go home saturday...or maybe even sunday, with some stuff. and then come back on the 9th to get the rest. fucking yay
ya so...lately ive just been trying to keep myself mentally healthy...probably not as much academically, but i think ill do fine. so ive been making more of an effort last couple days to talk with people and that sorta thing.
basically, at this moment, im trying to keep myself out of the hole i dug for myself this past weekend and past week. i was a wreck. so for now, ive sworn off self-pitying kind of music. anything moving backwards is out. ya so...coaltion and think i care have been treating me well lol.
right now i need sleep tho....
shit wtf am i gonna do about the issue of u-lock justice?! i can:
1) buy another freestyle bike
2) buy a nice cruiser, which of course is not made for freestyle
3) fix up my GT at home....again, not a bike made for flatland or street.
4) buy a MOUNTAIN BIKE.....which would be fun for trails, but mountain bikes kinda blow. fuck
shit man....i need like.....something for both. my heart is in bmx tho, im afraid. forever in bmx.....those dam cruisers tho are mighty cool. but if i dont race, whats the fucking point?
AHHHHH FUCK BIKE THIEVES
anyways, out