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had a really good talk with my dad today. i guess i sort of understand things better now. i dont have answers, but thats ok. just the realization that i will get through this, and that everything ive ever been through in life....everything i thought would never end.....has ended. and that gives me some peace of mind. nonetheless, i still feel the way that i do.
i realized for the first time a couple days ago how really pissed off i am lol. being in shitty situations fucking sucks lol. i laugh because i think ive gotten used to being melancholy and pissed that way. but just saying out loud "oh im fucking pissed" somehow helps. embrace the hate :D
anyways, this essay is kicking my ass. i have the info, but its incredibly hard to structure. making it coherent and with a point is going to be tough. back to it though.....dammit. basketball game tonight
btw...not that i care or anything (and god i hope people dont make a fuss here at school)....but incase of confusion, look at my info for my *correct* b-day date :P
im not expecting things, so dont worry about it. i could use a fucking bike tho.....no more u-lock justice for awhile :*( if i find the guy, im gonna go ninja on him
i realized for the first time a couple days ago how really pissed off i am lol. being in shitty situations fucking sucks lol. i laugh because i think ive gotten used to being melancholy and pissed that way. but just saying out loud "oh im fucking pissed" somehow helps. embrace the hate :D
anyways, this essay is kicking my ass. i have the info, but its incredibly hard to structure. making it coherent and with a point is going to be tough. back to it though.....dammit. basketball game tonight
btw...not that i care or anything (and god i hope people dont make a fuss here at school)....but incase of confusion, look at my info for my *correct* b-day date :P
im not expecting things, so dont worry about it. i could use a fucking bike tho.....no more u-lock justice for awhile :*( if i find the guy, im gonna go ninja on him