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okay its.... sunday!... which yeah means ill be back in FLORIDA in less then a week!.. which is good cause i dont like illinios!(and i miss my calli,alison,sarah,liz,megan,kayla,kriss,manduh etc.) but... the best guy in the world is HERE! rYaN jameS bOrga.. he is my one and only! he is the only guy i trust, which ina way isnt that kinda bad??.. thats pretty pathetic outa ALL the guys i know, i can only trust ONE!! but its good too.. cause that one guy i do trust i have! and i do i DO have him cause. i just do okay? lol im gonna miss him so much :( everyone says were like MARRIED cause were ALWAYS together and if you just saw us together! when im with him the only thing i notice is him! nothin eles matters, just me and him! so i guess im goin from seein my boyfriend EVERYDAY to seein him ... every few months! but bein so far isnt gonna change us.. nope nope nope!!!
ahhhh okay wen. and thur. night ryan stayed here, and we slept on the pull out couch in the livin room!... and SUPOSEBLY in the middle of the night ryan woke up and went down stairs (theres 3 storys in my house and we were on the 2nd one) anyways he went to check his phone (it was like 3:00) and i was sleepin.. and i guessssss i rannnnnnnn to the top of the stairs (and he was standin at the bottom) and JUMPED!!! hahahahahahahahaha i just JUMPEDDD into his arms and was like BABY YOU SCARED ME!!! and hes like y? and i said CAUSE YOU WERE GONE AND YOU WERE JUST GONE AND I WAS ALONE lol i dont remeber though??? hahahahahahaha but you could prob. picture me doin that cause thats somethin i would prob do!! lol but yea i got to clean my room cause im goin to ryans.. JAMES is there! i havent seen him in like TWO fukin weeks!!!!!! THATS MY BROTHER!!!! that kid and my boy are CRAZY!! their ALWAYS together and are BESTFRIENDS... it makes me think of calli and miss her :( i loveee yourrrr guts calli marie!!! but YEAAAA im gonna see if callliii can drive up here with my dad, brother, and sister this weekend to help me move back.. then she can meeeeeet my lovee!! and james .... hmmmmm maybe she'll like james seein how they talk ALL the time and play hangman online!!! ahahahah crazayyy kids!!!
OH YEAAA... last night.. i saw.... BIG N RICH in concert!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAAA anda few others!! i gotta shirt with a truck on it that says.. "trucks aint just for boys" and its allllll muddy! cause it rained and me and my boy played football at the concert! lol so i was FULL of mudd and so was he! it was crazy cause there were alll these ppl then a little girl with mudd ALLL over her walkin with this PERFECT guy with mudd allllll over him throwin a football back and forth.. and okay there were these ANNOYING preppy kinda gilry girlys standin over by were i was (me and ryan were playin catch) and ryan threw the ball and it was RIGHT about to hit them so i jumped and caught it real fast they were like omgggg.... haha i was like i shoulda let it hit em! haha.. i saw a BUNCHA girls havin mudd fights... it made me miss calli liz and megan even more (kayla too) .. i miss our mudd fights!!!.. well ill b back there soooooon!!!.. LESS THEN A WEEK GUYS!!! love ya!!!! ryan-im gonna miss you sweetsss but were NOT breakin up i love you two much!!!!!!
ahhhh okay wen. and thur. night ryan stayed here, and we slept on the pull out couch in the livin room!... and SUPOSEBLY in the middle of the night ryan woke up and went down stairs (theres 3 storys in my house and we were on the 2nd one) anyways he went to check his phone (it was like 3:00) and i was sleepin.. and i guessssss i rannnnnnnn to the top of the stairs (and he was standin at the bottom) and JUMPED!!! hahahahahahahahaha i just JUMPEDDD into his arms and was like BABY YOU SCARED ME!!! and hes like y? and i said CAUSE YOU WERE GONE AND YOU WERE JUST GONE AND I WAS ALONE lol i dont remeber though??? hahahahahahaha but you could prob. picture me doin that cause thats somethin i would prob do!! lol but yea i got to clean my room cause im goin to ryans.. JAMES is there! i havent seen him in like TWO fukin weeks!!!!!! THATS MY BROTHER!!!! that kid and my boy are CRAZY!! their ALWAYS together and are BESTFRIENDS... it makes me think of calli and miss her :( i loveee yourrrr guts calli marie!!! but YEAAAA im gonna see if callliii can drive up here with my dad, brother, and sister this weekend to help me move back.. then she can meeeeeet my lovee!! and james .... hmmmmm maybe she'll like james seein how they talk ALL the time and play hangman online!!! ahahahah crazayyy kids!!!
OH YEAAA... last night.. i saw.... BIG N RICH in concert!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAAA anda few others!! i gotta shirt with a truck on it that says.. "trucks aint just for boys" and its allllll muddy! cause it rained and me and my boy played football at the concert! lol so i was FULL of mudd and so was he! it was crazy cause there were alll these ppl then a little girl with mudd ALLL over her walkin with this PERFECT guy with mudd allllll over him throwin a football back and forth.. and okay there were these ANNOYING preppy kinda gilry girlys standin over by were i was (me and ryan were playin catch) and ryan threw the ball and it was RIGHT about to hit them so i jumped and caught it real fast they were like omgggg.... haha i was like i shoulda let it hit em! haha.. i saw a BUNCHA girls havin mudd fights... it made me miss calli liz and megan even more (kayla too) .. i miss our mudd fights!!!.. well ill b back there soooooon!!!.. LESS THEN A WEEK GUYS!!! love ya!!!! ryan-im gonna miss you sweetsss but were NOT breakin up i love you two much!!!!!!