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my head hurts...its been like a never-ending migrane for the last two days...
haha...brittany hugged jack! if you dont get it...its ok...you just didnt get to be cool and sit in a van in the back of regal with us tonight...ha...
drivers training...take 3 tomorrow....if they dont get it right this time...i'm not going to be happy in the least...
i saw david for a few seconds today...he seems like such a jerk now...like hes too cool for us...whatever...sure i want to go up to him and say, "hi, i miss you and youre a dumbass and you need to get over whatever issues you have and talk to me"...but its ok...maybe one day i will...but probably not...
and even tho he wont read this because why would he go thru the trouble of looking at my new journal when he probably didnt even read the old one....but anyway, i didnt do what i did to be immature...if he wasnt being immature, i wouldnt have had to stoop to his level and do that and come of as a crazy stalker....because i'm not...and i would never put that much effort into stalking him...even tho i may have already said this...but its just another thing i will never be able to tell someone...
and i'll never be able to say, "i'm in love with you and have been for the past...hmm...when did we meet?" even tho it doesnt matter because i'm not...because i dont have feelings for him at all...and he DOESNT pop into my mind randomly when i'm just spacing off...and i dont absolutely adore him for this one night....and yea...anything anyone says is not true...at all...
i like how i just covered what i'm currently feeling or thinking about the 3 most important guys in my life...and i can so see none of them showing up for my birthday...and i will be devastated...
now, i'm a bit tired, so...i'll be going off to bed now. goodnight.
haha...brittany hugged jack! if you dont get it...its ok...you just didnt get to be cool and sit in a van in the back of regal with us tonight...ha...
drivers training...take 3 tomorrow....if they dont get it right this time...i'm not going to be happy in the least...
i saw david for a few seconds today...he seems like such a jerk now...like hes too cool for us...whatever...sure i want to go up to him and say, "hi, i miss you and youre a dumbass and you need to get over whatever issues you have and talk to me"...but its ok...maybe one day i will...but probably not...
and even tho he wont read this because why would he go thru the trouble of looking at my new journal when he probably didnt even read the old one....but anyway, i didnt do what i did to be immature...if he wasnt being immature, i wouldnt have had to stoop to his level and do that and come of as a crazy stalker....because i'm not...and i would never put that much effort into stalking him...even tho i may have already said this...but its just another thing i will never be able to tell someone...
and i'll never be able to say, "i'm in love with you and have been for the past...hmm...when did we meet?" even tho it doesnt matter because i'm not...because i dont have feelings for him at all...and he DOESNT pop into my mind randomly when i'm just spacing off...and i dont absolutely adore him for this one night....and yea...anything anyone says is not true...at all...
i like how i just covered what i'm currently feeling or thinking about the 3 most important guys in my life...and i can so see none of them showing up for my birthday...and i will be devastated...
now, i'm a bit tired, so...i'll be going off to bed now. goodnight.