i've never hated anyone....

Nov 17, 2004 19:54

until you, you manipulative asshole. even though he will never read this...i have never had such harsh feelings for anyone except for you; i've never not been able to talk about someone without getting upset. he used to be my best friend, and the only one who was there for me, but now, he's just a fucking loser, and i can no longer bring myself to wish the best for you.

i wish i could live somewhere other than this street. he will always be here, and i will never be able to fully let him go and not care until i dont have to be reminded of him, and what he did to us, everyday.

i need jarrod, and the last two weeks have been the hardest not being able to need him.

and somehow, i'm am completely happy.

i just have my moments, but who doesnt?

<3
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