앙 어떻게~ 오빠~~

Dec 13, 2010 17:24

i just gave myself goosebumps OK!! onew birthday love post idk no pictures and stuff, tumblr crashed and i'm so tired&lazy...

dearest lee jinki,

ah...how do i start.  i wasn't around to celebrate your birthday last year because, frankly, i didn't quite care for you as much as i do now.  it's funny how things work out!

but now i'm getting no where.  oh onew.  oh jinki. i don't think you know how much i adore you.  well, no, i'm sure you don't, because you don't know who i am! and y'know it's all right...i'm okay with being unknown, unimportant, uncared for, it's all right!  i just want to say how much i love you.

you and shinee essentially made my life so much better-i could smile happily again, listen to music and want to dance, laugh with life.  because of you, i feel like i've learned how to look into people and look past their faults or beauties on the outside, and search for their true selves.  because of you, i've met wonderful new people, those whom i close hold close as much as i do you.  thanks so much :)

you're so adorable, so stupid, so clumsy, so endearing.  there's no one in this world who can make me laugh as much as you do.  there's no one in this world i want to care more for, no one i want to hug more, no one i want to sing to more.  (well maybe, but just for the sake of this post.)  for the longest time, i just couldn't see how great a person you are.  but now i'm trying hard to make up for that time by loving you as much as my heart will allow.

whenever i see you tired or sick or hurt, it hurts me.  온유 앓이를 여기도 느낄수있단 것이 참....ㅎㅎ wherever you are, whatever you're doing, i'm always rooting for you.  i don't love you purely for looks, or intelligence, or talent.  it's all of that combined.  your kindness and 상태 and singing, they all make me fall for you over and over again daily.

i love you so much, as a role model, an 오빠, a wonderful leader.  i don't know how many ways i can say it, how many times i can say it, but i know that each and every time i say so, i mean it!

so jinki, stay safe, happy; stay yourself, forever and ever.  whatever may happen, you'll always have the fans' support, through thick and thin :)

사랑해요 ♥

angie

p.s.  i am holding myself back bc i love ontaem too much.  get on it. /whip crack
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