hi flist ;;
i know this is absolutely horrible, but it was eating me alive last night. i was lying down in bed and i was thinking about the letters (which i will write) and thought...i don't think i can mail anything to the people overseas. i didn't tell my mom about this, and essentially all of this is my parents' money and i'm just scared that they're going to yell at me for mailing letters to foreign countries and i don't think i can deal with the guilt of not telling my parents and doing something. i mean i know that obv you guys aren't going to use my address for anything (though i'm paranoid so i just have nagging thoughts) but i just got really nervous and i couldn't stand it last night, i had to convince myself to just go to sleep already.
so to the people overseas, i'm sorry, idt i can send you the letters, but i will write them!! *** i'll scan them or smth i mean i know it's not the same thing but i'm just scared, i'm sorry guys. i'll delete your comments immediately, i swear i don't have them saved or anything (honestly don't know what i'd use them for, seriously) i hope you believe me :( i'll keep your names on a list, though. i'm sorry guys, i'd do this if i had my own money and, well, my own address but...i'm a baby and i need permission from my parents to do things all the time sigh.
but to the people in the us i'll def smuggle in your letters between the ones i'll write for my rl friends :)
*** exceptions to the case because i will write you guys letters even if it kills me are erika, mei zi & @unfjinkibear (idk i've never referred to you by your real name idk can i call you by it?? hahaha)
I APOLOGIZE /dies of shame
so to the people overseas, i'm sorry, idt i can send you the letters, but i will write them!! *** i'll scan them or smth i mean i know it's not the same thing but i'm just scared, i'm sorry guys. i'll delete your comments immediately, i swear i don't have them saved or anything (honestly don't know what i'd use them for, seriously) i hope you believe me :( i'll keep your names on a list, though. i'm sorry guys, i'd do this if i had my own money and, well, my own address but...i'm a baby and i need permission from my parents to do things all the time sigh.
but to the people in the us i'll def smuggle in your letters between the ones i'll write for my rl friends :)
*** exceptions to the case because i will write you guys letters even if it kills me are erika, mei zi & @unfjinkibear (idk i've never referred to you by your real name idk can i call you by it?? hahaha)
I APOLOGIZE /dies of shame