answering a few questions

Oct 04, 2005 00:22

in a previous entry a dear friend of mine said i was gay...i might as well be..(dont read into that at all)
next statement to adress is about budhism...no im not a budhist but the very important facts to pull out of that religion is that life is sorrowful and its only sorrowful because we want what we cant have...in my case, love....never had it never will have...
i except my name and all negative words that are associated with it such as asshole, prick, oh that kid, faggot, loser, weakling, shameless, and so on...
ive analyzed u as well...you grew up around boys your whole life. sports and being a "tom-boy" got them to respect u. now as we have all grown older u see guys dont give a fuck if u can hit more threes then them, so now u gain a lot of boys respect threw different ways, about 13 so far...none the less, ive told u that u cant please everyone all the time and thats no lie, also the things u own end up owning u. if u know what im talking about then this is about u, and it is in no way meant to be hurtful but rather to be an eye opener...your gonna go threw your life the same exact way u are right now...guy after guy new flavors for the new weeks... then your 35 and u cant find a husband...maybe your flavor husband already passed and u never knew it...i wish u would change
on to other females...your probably gonna comment saying something like blah blah we could talk forever blah blah and then u wont call...or maybe you'll read this and not replie and get upset and never talk to me again...but whos fooling who u never would have called either way...and those last three lines were also in sarcasim sal atitute not mean sal.
also if u bother me and u have a party expect me to throw up in your family room, its what i do, and ill do again..
now that im done goodnight
none of this made sense as im sure you expected...remember though life is sorrowful only cause we want what we cant have...what is it that makes u sad that u cant have???
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