Oct 23, 2005 20:34
I wish I had more pleasant things to write about, but I'm in one of those moods where I don't really have anyone to talk to. The only thing that matters to me in my life is Lily. She's the only reason I'm living and breathing. Everything else, I couldn't care less about. If it weren't for Lily, I most likely wouldn't be here. I'm alive for her, and for her only.
Did anyone hear about that woman who threw her 3 children off of the San Francisco bridge? I know she was probably mentally ill, but it just doesn't make sense to me. I don't see how anyone could kill their child. Sure, there are people in this world that I would like to kill, but my child is the LAST person on earth I would ever want to hurt. I can't imagine what she must have been thinking. I can understand deep depression, and if that's the case, then kill YOURSELF you sick bitch, NOT your CHILDREN. But if she was just plain psychotic, then no, I probably don't understand. I wonder what possesses someone to think like that.
So much is going on that is making me sad, but I'm getting through it, and I'm so grateful to have Lily in my life every day.