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So I don't know what's going on. I might not being going to Simmons anymore. Or maybe I'm just going for one year. Who the hell knows. Bottom line is, my family is poor. And it sucks too, because I'm not a fucking screw up like my other sisters, and I actually worked hard during highschool and got good grades. But what does it matter now? There was no point in doing well if I'm just going to end up at some shitty, local school. Everyone else's mistakes and screw ups are biting me in the ass. It's not fair. And my mom said maybe I could go to UNH. Whatever. I love how she waited until 3 weeks before school started to tell me all of this, too. It's perfect timing. It's not like we hadn't been poor before all of this. Fuck it. I don't know what to do. There's nothing really I can do. I just want to get out of lame ass Saco, Maine and go to Boston. That's all.