Been a Minnit
So, I haven't really been here in a while, and I'm not sure what's changed, but I thought it might be nice to take a break from writing my novel and actually vent out some stuff...ya know...so that way it doesn't get all mixed in there and fukc up my characters and all..
Wow, hell of a run-on sentence there, huh?
So yeah, in addition to writing said novel, I'm also up for a promotion at work. And, that's awesome.. I hope I get it. I got my sister a badass gift..and I'm getting my boyfriend a badass gift.. and he got me a few badass gifts. Like: a ticket to go see Tori Amos on the last performance of her Night of Hunters Tour. Yeah, I'm beyond excited. But.. and this mega sucks.. as much as he spoils me and tries to be a boyfriend.. there's a vital piece missing. I'm not physically attracted to him. And, I didn't think that'd be a real problem, but it is.. and I tell myself if he were at least amazing in bed, ...we could get past it. But.. he's not. Or rather, he can't be.. cos apparently he's abstinent. By default. And, I'm tired of trying to initiate fun only to be shut down. He never tries. I don't want to feel like an asshole...but I'm kinda thinking I'm going to have be one this time. This relationship just isn't working out.
Wow, hell of a run-on sentence there, huh?
So yeah, in addition to writing said novel, I'm also up for a promotion at work. And, that's awesome.. I hope I get it. I got my sister a badass gift..and I'm getting my boyfriend a badass gift.. and he got me a few badass gifts. Like: a ticket to go see Tori Amos on the last performance of her Night of Hunters Tour. Yeah, I'm beyond excited. But.. and this mega sucks.. as much as he spoils me and tries to be a boyfriend.. there's a vital piece missing. I'm not physically attracted to him. And, I didn't think that'd be a real problem, but it is.. and I tell myself if he were at least amazing in bed, ...we could get past it. But.. he's not. Or rather, he can't be.. cos apparently he's abstinent. By default. And, I'm tired of trying to initiate fun only to be shut down. He never tries. I don't want to feel like an asshole...but I'm kinda thinking I'm going to have be one this time. This relationship just isn't working out.