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robin keeps having bouts of depression and panic. i don't know if he's depressed all the time or if it comes and goes. he seems to think it never goes away. some days are much worse than others though. i wish we had more money coming in. if we could keep the bills and food budget covered i think we'd be doing better. but robin's still trying to get over things that happened in the past, and i don't have any idea how i can help him. he says he doesn't feel it from me when i tell him i love him. but i do love him. i wish he'd at least totally believe that. he wants to move out of NS asap and start our lives over in a totally new place. i want to too, but my dad jsut died and i have a house in hantsport to help clear out. i at least have to get my belongings out before i leave. the house needs to be sold to cover dad's debts. I can't leave this palce until my affaird in it are concluded. and they aren't quite yet. almost.