Seeking out something I need
Who: Lelouch and Ritsuka
When: Saturday night
Where: Lelouch's home
What: Ritsuka seeks out Lelouch
Warnings: Possible angst?
He still felt sick. He ate. He went to work. He went through the motions. But he felt nothing when he did it. That meant something was wrong didn't it? You were supposed to feel something. Even mild annoyance at the mundane. But... his ears pressed against his head when he was standing in front of Lelouch's door. Why had he sought out the other? What would or could Lelouch even do? It didn't matter, Ritsuka just wanted things to make sense again. It wasn't really possible here on the island, but Lelouch was at least an aspect that Ritsuka felt grounded with.
His fingers curled and just rested on the wood of the door. He took a deep breath and then knocked. As soon as he did it he felt he should turn around and leave. Leave before Lelouch opened the door. Or Suzaku. Or anyone even saw him here. He wasn't scared but he didn't know what Lelouch could do and he didn't know why Lelouch even should do anything. It felt selfish and foolish. It was selfish and stupid. He shook his head and turned to leave.
When: Saturday night
Where: Lelouch's home
What: Ritsuka seeks out Lelouch
Warnings: Possible angst?
He still felt sick. He ate. He went to work. He went through the motions. But he felt nothing when he did it. That meant something was wrong didn't it? You were supposed to feel something. Even mild annoyance at the mundane. But... his ears pressed against his head when he was standing in front of Lelouch's door. Why had he sought out the other? What would or could Lelouch even do? It didn't matter, Ritsuka just wanted things to make sense again. It wasn't really possible here on the island, but Lelouch was at least an aspect that Ritsuka felt grounded with.
His fingers curled and just rested on the wood of the door. He took a deep breath and then knocked. As soon as he did it he felt he should turn around and leave. Leave before Lelouch opened the door. Or Suzaku. Or anyone even saw him here. He wasn't scared but he didn't know what Lelouch could do and he didn't know why Lelouch even should do anything. It felt selfish and foolish. It was selfish and stupid. He shook his head and turned to leave.