Jan 01, 2006 20:14
2006, new year, new start. i know i say it every year but im just doing subtle changes, more work less pissing about. really going to try with that one. sort my money out, be a lot more careful with that. and be a better girlfriend and friend.
its been really difficult being away from john this christmas, its made me question how i feel about him, but i know i love him and as soon as i see him again nxt sunday it will all fall into place. i always get so confused about how i feel about everything this time of year, but i know everything will be ok when he's back... i miss him so much, i know he's missing me just a huge disappointment not being able to see him this wk, i was so upset.
anyways....new year, new start! i hope everyone is ok, nat i love you always here for you babygirl!!
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