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haha ok so i havent written in here in a longgg time but i was about to go to sleep and decided what the hell why not.
um i left uconn because i hated it there and needed out of connecticut asap. so now im living in philly with my dad and step mom which is wonderful and i love it. HOWEVER its frustrating being so far from everyone i care about...its also frustrating that i havent met anyone yet because i havent started school. and no, amanda, ppl do not just meet each other on the street or at museums so shhh.
speaking of museums i really do think i need to start going out more. theres a mall in depford, nj 20 min away, or the king of prussia, pa mall 30 min in the other direction. even if i just go wander around for a few hours im sure it would do me good to get me out of the house. but ive always done that kind of stuff with other ppl and im definitely a creature of habit...so we'll see.
im going to do one of these because i can.
1. im happy ive started talking to you regularly again and im sorry ive been such a dumb ass and havent like even tried to talk to u in the past oh idk year. but you're one of my best friends and i know that wont ever change.
2. yes, this one is about you.
3. blahhh. idk why im friends with you lol. all i know is that i'd prly kill myself if we werent.
4. when i talk to u i feel like everything i say gets jumbled up and it stresses me out and i hope it doesnt come crashing down on my head because i reallyyyy like you.
5. when u try to get me shit faced drunk dont get upset when i only get buzzed haha.
ok that was a slight fail but i dont actually care. idk what im even doing writing this i just felt like i should update it.
um i left uconn because i hated it there and needed out of connecticut asap. so now im living in philly with my dad and step mom which is wonderful and i love it. HOWEVER its frustrating being so far from everyone i care about...its also frustrating that i havent met anyone yet because i havent started school. and no, amanda, ppl do not just meet each other on the street or at museums so shhh.
speaking of museums i really do think i need to start going out more. theres a mall in depford, nj 20 min away, or the king of prussia, pa mall 30 min in the other direction. even if i just go wander around for a few hours im sure it would do me good to get me out of the house. but ive always done that kind of stuff with other ppl and im definitely a creature of habit...so we'll see.
im going to do one of these because i can.
1. im happy ive started talking to you regularly again and im sorry ive been such a dumb ass and havent like even tried to talk to u in the past oh idk year. but you're one of my best friends and i know that wont ever change.
2. yes, this one is about you.
3. blahhh. idk why im friends with you lol. all i know is that i'd prly kill myself if we werent.
4. when i talk to u i feel like everything i say gets jumbled up and it stresses me out and i hope it doesnt come crashing down on my head because i reallyyyy like you.
5. when u try to get me shit faced drunk dont get upset when i only get buzzed haha.
ok that was a slight fail but i dont actually care. idk what im even doing writing this i just felt like i should update it.