The only way I know how to feel better is to let it all out.
Hi, I'm Jaimee.
I have some problems.
I have a problem with letting go.
I hope too quickly.
I'll let you use me to a certain extent, if it makes you happy.
I'm scared to death of getting hurt, yet I will put myself in that position because maybe, just maybe, you won't end up hurting me.
I always look ahead, and think whether you will be there or not.
I want a relationship.
I will believe almost anything you tell me.
It's so easy to build up my hope, but I just end up watching it crash down.
I jump at almost anything that comes my way. PATHETIC.
If you tell me I am beautiful I will not believe you.
If you tell me I am great I will not believe you.
If you tell me anyone would be lucky to be with me, I will not believe you.
Not even in the slightest bit.
I have some problems.
I have a problem with letting go.
I hope too quickly.
I'll let you use me to a certain extent, if it makes you happy.
I'm scared to death of getting hurt, yet I will put myself in that position because maybe, just maybe, you won't end up hurting me.
I always look ahead, and think whether you will be there or not.
I want a relationship.
I will believe almost anything you tell me.
It's so easy to build up my hope, but I just end up watching it crash down.
I jump at almost anything that comes my way. PATHETIC.
If you tell me I am beautiful I will not believe you.
If you tell me I am great I will not believe you.
If you tell me anyone would be lucky to be with me, I will not believe you.
Not even in the slightest bit.