Seemingly Faded
The glowing embers rise into my eyes
As I watch my hand disturb these coals
I thought by now my mind would cease its cries
And harness the hate it loves to hold
Ive let this crack and fade
By the choices that Ive made
Yet still these beasts of night reside within
And drag me further down before his throne
To suffer in silence on my bed of sin
Wearing the chains that I now own
Ive shut you out
Ive held you down
Ive let the smoke descend again
Ive held you out
Ive shut you down
Ive seen what I can do
And so it seems that things have changed
I see my star is fading
I only have myslf to blame
Its plain to see that Im breaking
Why do these things always have to change
Im here, I swear, I just dont know where
Ive let this crack and fade
By the choices that Ive made
SALiNE lemur
As I watch my hand disturb these coals
I thought by now my mind would cease its cries
And harness the hate it loves to hold
Ive let this crack and fade
By the choices that Ive made
Yet still these beasts of night reside within
And drag me further down before his throne
To suffer in silence on my bed of sin
Wearing the chains that I now own
Ive shut you out
Ive held you down
Ive let the smoke descend again
Ive held you out
Ive shut you down
Ive seen what I can do
And so it seems that things have changed
I see my star is fading
I only have myslf to blame
Its plain to see that Im breaking
Why do these things always have to change
Im here, I swear, I just dont know where
Ive let this crack and fade
By the choices that Ive made
SALiNE lemur