non ffxi update
last quarter went smoother then I could of hoped. I ended up getting an A- in japn 15- a B+ in math and a B+ in philosophy. I was really proud of myself but I felt like I definatly got some brownie points for being either the class entertainer/speaker in japn and philosophy.
Currently I am very sick. I know how it happened to but first back tracking... I put in hard wood floor in the master bedroom of my parents house( the bedroom I currently stay at) It took about 900 dollars including labor and needless to say despite alot of hard work it looks really good. I must of saved 2000~ by running the project myself too! but the sad part is I did it to sort of sanitize my room from the horrible smell my mother left behind in it, or should I say her pets IE 3 cats and 2 dogs. Well after moving everything back in the cpu died and I had to inspect it. by inspect I mean blow, wiggle, make sure everythings tight , kick it a couple times and work out some bugs. After a few hours I got it to work again all that was wrong was a loose wire was shorting the pc. Made it look like some sort of virus though. In the process if fixing the pc I breathed in the worst amount of dust possible and almost instantly I knew it wasn't going to be good. Sure enough I feel like I have one of the worst colds I've ever had. It might also be caused by my going back to work though.
This quarter my classes seem pretty easy. the next math, geography, and literature 170. which shouldn't be hard I already like the lit teacher seems to be approaching the class with a philosophical tone to it and having just got out of my philosophy class I feel like its going to work out like when you get a tetris in well,,, tetris.
on a sad note though, A cousin of mine comitted suicide today/yesterday. I don't know the details but I knew him to be a good person. Sadly he reminds me of my sister. I've told her a 1000 times if you don't map your course your trip will be short or sucky I'm thinking santos is proof but I really don't know.
well energy can neither be created or destroyed and we are all made of energy so perhaps his life force is already being reapplied somewhere. On another note perhaps the enternal rest is like a really nice eternal nap.
If i sound desensitized its not that I don't value life I just accept death as a unavoidable part of it.
Currently I am very sick. I know how it happened to but first back tracking... I put in hard wood floor in the master bedroom of my parents house( the bedroom I currently stay at) It took about 900 dollars including labor and needless to say despite alot of hard work it looks really good. I must of saved 2000~ by running the project myself too! but the sad part is I did it to sort of sanitize my room from the horrible smell my mother left behind in it, or should I say her pets IE 3 cats and 2 dogs. Well after moving everything back in the cpu died and I had to inspect it. by inspect I mean blow, wiggle, make sure everythings tight , kick it a couple times and work out some bugs. After a few hours I got it to work again all that was wrong was a loose wire was shorting the pc. Made it look like some sort of virus though. In the process if fixing the pc I breathed in the worst amount of dust possible and almost instantly I knew it wasn't going to be good. Sure enough I feel like I have one of the worst colds I've ever had. It might also be caused by my going back to work though.
This quarter my classes seem pretty easy. the next math, geography, and literature 170. which shouldn't be hard I already like the lit teacher seems to be approaching the class with a philosophical tone to it and having just got out of my philosophy class I feel like its going to work out like when you get a tetris in well,,, tetris.
on a sad note though, A cousin of mine comitted suicide today/yesterday. I don't know the details but I knew him to be a good person. Sadly he reminds me of my sister. I've told her a 1000 times if you don't map your course your trip will be short or sucky I'm thinking santos is proof but I really don't know.
well energy can neither be created or destroyed and we are all made of energy so perhaps his life force is already being reapplied somewhere. On another note perhaps the enternal rest is like a really nice eternal nap.
If i sound desensitized its not that I don't value life I just accept death as a unavoidable part of it.