Feb 19, 2008 22:45
thanks to adriann I'm almost better
all this free time though ( i took two days off ) gave me to much time to think.
sometimes I wonder what Im doing with my life. and I think about that question in different lights. In the health aspect I'm not doing anything. I should be ashamed even, and though this sounds a bit much, I look at myself and realize I'm over 40 pounds over weight. When I talk to people that are in shape, they mention having come from or are about to go to the gym, shit the last time I went to the gym was almost a year ago. and god knows I love a cheese burger.
in terms of education I didnt sign up for RCC because I'm hoping csusb will say yes. odds are that they will, but if they dont , well I just wasted a shit load of time. another half a year gone to waste is really gonna suck.
in terms of my love life, I havnt made any progress. Sadly it would seem the solution to this lies in solving the first two problems , however those two both seem far away to say the least.
and even if I had everything, I cant help but feel unsatisfied. what a bummer.
i probably just need to go to sleep