hippie fantasy
Perhaps I should revert to my truth--accept who I really am? Or is that something i ought to continually deny? I want to be in love, I want to travel the world like a wanderer meeting poor simple people...do hand crafts with them, drink tea with them, learn about their lives. I am a combination of opposites in every sense. If I continue on this corporate path I want to be a millionaire, or if i decide to be a writer I want to just live a simple, rewarding existence. Both ways of life have their pros and cons...in a way i think it all depends on whom i fall in love with and which direction life steers me.
Im not trying to gather all the answers to my existence, im just thinking about things, trying to know more about what I want and how to get there ultimately. I dont want to marry someone because they are good for me. I would rather live a life of passion and adventure, art and travel, visiting family and friends all over the world. The practical side of me realizes all the challenges that are involved in living out my hippie fantasy, but i simply cannot totally let it go. I am determined to combine my 2 worlds and find a mate who wants to do the same...someone very alive. I am tried of dating men who are living thru me, I want someone who has their own ZEST for life. Someone who wants to play with and challenge the world like I do, but in his own way.
Are you out there guy? Where are you?
Im not trying to gather all the answers to my existence, im just thinking about things, trying to know more about what I want and how to get there ultimately. I dont want to marry someone because they are good for me. I would rather live a life of passion and adventure, art and travel, visiting family and friends all over the world. The practical side of me realizes all the challenges that are involved in living out my hippie fantasy, but i simply cannot totally let it go. I am determined to combine my 2 worlds and find a mate who wants to do the same...someone very alive. I am tried of dating men who are living thru me, I want someone who has their own ZEST for life. Someone who wants to play with and challenge the world like I do, but in his own way.
Are you out there guy? Where are you?