I really don't remember typing that.
Well it's Monday AGAIN! I swear I do the same things every week all I really care about are the week-ends now which are no where near as long as the weeks...
I don't know why I throw all of myself into something that is sinking faster than I can repair the hole...Because I care because at one point the thought of not being able to call me in the morning made you cry. If you break my heart though I swear it's not going to be pretty. Oh that's bullshit I mean what am I really going to do other than melt like ice? This is so stupid though because my God if you didn't love me then why do you a.) put up with all of my bullshit and lets both face it I can really create some bullshit be it in my head or in my life. b.) you wouldn't be there every moment of everyday when I need you and even when I'm being a bitch. This is stupid I need to just take me L-Tyrosine and shut up. I hate people like me when we act like this.
Had a great weekend really I did. I am going to have a better one though if I can just some how keep myself alive until then.
I don't know why I throw all of myself into something that is sinking faster than I can repair the hole...Because I care because at one point the thought of not being able to call me in the morning made you cry. If you break my heart though I swear it's not going to be pretty. Oh that's bullshit I mean what am I really going to do other than melt like ice? This is so stupid though because my God if you didn't love me then why do you a.) put up with all of my bullshit and lets both face it I can really create some bullshit be it in my head or in my life. b.) you wouldn't be there every moment of everyday when I need you and even when I'm being a bitch. This is stupid I need to just take me L-Tyrosine and shut up. I hate people like me when we act like this.
Had a great weekend really I did. I am going to have a better one though if I can just some how keep myself alive until then.