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They're starting Lost over again for the summer, apparently. I ge to look at Desmond again though, so that's not too bad.
I'm going to bed shortly anyway. I got virtually no sleep last night for being in so much pain. 1600 mg of ibuprofen and a copious amount of lidocaine didn't do a bit of good. I have another dr. appt tomorrow, so hopefully they can help. Yes, I didn't go into detail about what is wrong, and I'm not going to, but let me tell you, it's no fun. I think I'll probably have to have surgery since things aren't progressing as they should, but if that will help, by god, I'm going to do it.
My mood is not any better. This is just one of those days when I feel that no one gives a crap about me or my feelings, even though I know it's not true. I'm just frustrated and mad and sad and upset and disgusted and agitated. Ok, that's a lot of ands AND a lot of synonyms, but for crying out LOUD, I've had enough. At least I got to come home to a cute little baby who crawled over to meet me and gave me a big, sloppy, open-mouthed, baby kiss, and a husband who made me feel better. Also, I talked to Carrie and that helped some too. I just need a huge hole to crawl into.
So, that's my rant.
I'm going to bed shortly anyway. I got virtually no sleep last night for being in so much pain. 1600 mg of ibuprofen and a copious amount of lidocaine didn't do a bit of good. I have another dr. appt tomorrow, so hopefully they can help. Yes, I didn't go into detail about what is wrong, and I'm not going to, but let me tell you, it's no fun. I think I'll probably have to have surgery since things aren't progressing as they should, but if that will help, by god, I'm going to do it.
My mood is not any better. This is just one of those days when I feel that no one gives a crap about me or my feelings, even though I know it's not true. I'm just frustrated and mad and sad and upset and disgusted and agitated. Ok, that's a lot of ands AND a lot of synonyms, but for crying out LOUD, I've had enough. At least I got to come home to a cute little baby who crawled over to meet me and gave me a big, sloppy, open-mouthed, baby kiss, and a husband who made me feel better. Also, I talked to Carrie and that helped some too. I just need a huge hole to crawl into.
So, that's my rant.