Jun 06, 2008 15:27
YOU: I officially like you now. That doesn't mean I'm gonna start talking to you, and begging you to take me back, or any of the pathetic stuff I may have done in the past. Although, I may decide your ass isn't that much of a dissapointment...and I WILL (although I don't like to admit it) flirt with your brother.
That is how it goes.
I like you, because you were quick and easy. I may not have figured it out when I should, but you let me know what was going on and what wasn't. And I was a little bitch about it. Sorry if I ever thought it was your fault. I still have a lot of learning to do, and I made the mistake of thinking you cared.
but you were not bad.
YOU: you're a beach. Thats about all there is to it.
I was naive, you used me, and I should have figured it out the first time. But you were too "nice" to spell it out for me.
So I broke. several fucking times.
And now my ear perks up when I hear that you're single. Dismissing the fact that its cause you cheated on your now ex-girlfriend.
So, you're a beach.
YOU!: xD I think I'm in love with you, but that's only cause I'm crazy. And I'm gonna keep flirting with you until school ends, and hope I get yer numbah.
oh, and that your boyfriend doesn't mind.
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YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. can't even say it.
I'm going to respect my horrorscope and REALLY think about things before doing anything rash. Even though tore tore says it'll end in sex. But I think you already know it.
And everything I said to you, I meant.
although it still doesn't mean anything.
I can't even feel you anymore.
so, thats my love life.
leaving out two major people,
one who is still in love with me,
and another who I pretend never happened, but was not too bothered that I wasted so much time on.
And I like to think about that. Cause...I wasted easily twice as much time, and got even less.
But...I don't know what to do.