Anything could set off a mood like that, you know.
I've had a feeling I can't shake for weeks now, something deep in the pit of my stomach eating a hole and not letting go. What is it exactly? Could be a bunch of little things combined, but there isn't any mental indication other than something locked deep in the back of my head that seems untouchable.
Either way, combine that will my off and on throat cold since Seattle and you have an epic combination of bad times. Can't seem to shake the illness either! Anytime I rest up, it goes away for a while, but I feel it work it's way back into being eventually.
If it weren't for the LAN tomorrow and the band practice Sunday, I'd definitely lock myself up for some intense solitude until these evil demons are purged. We all have unique ways of handling our problems, sadly going out shopping or indulging myself in a hobby doesn't tend to cut it. I need to cut myself off for a couple of days, get a grip on my thoughts and maybe get a grip on my sense of self again.
Strange days indeed!
Either way, combine that will my off and on throat cold since Seattle and you have an epic combination of bad times. Can't seem to shake the illness either! Anytime I rest up, it goes away for a while, but I feel it work it's way back into being eventually.
If it weren't for the LAN tomorrow and the band practice Sunday, I'd definitely lock myself up for some intense solitude until these evil demons are purged. We all have unique ways of handling our problems, sadly going out shopping or indulging myself in a hobby doesn't tend to cut it. I need to cut myself off for a couple of days, get a grip on my thoughts and maybe get a grip on my sense of self again.
Strange days indeed!