Tuck yourselves in, it's going to be a long one...
So after a long car ride this afternoon, dazed from a long weekend in a strange land, my mind was set to wandering about all sorts of strange topics. Lost loves, friends, and all sorts of curious thoughts crept into the frontal lobes of an already jangled mind. Where are these people now? Do they still care about me as much as I may care for them?
To be honest, there are few people that I actually truly hate. Maybe dislike, but rarely hate. Even the great betrayers of my young life are often forgiven in the long run. The greatest example is Liz, of course. Someone who's name will ring on infamously among all my friends and family and someone whom I'll probably always love somewhere in my heart. Who will be the great hearts broken in the future? Will I do the breaking?
On to other thoughts, what is it that I really want in life? Difficult question, to be sure. Hopefully simple answers are really there; An urge to play music, to read books, to escape the daily drudgery with games, and to spend as much time with friends as I possibly can. Maybe on top of that the urge to fall in love, marry, have kids, and all that sentimental stuff (Someday I'll retire to a farm and raise sheep.).
I guess it's all just a bit too deep. Maybe I'm just still hung over and hazy. Rather than ponder too deep of topics, I should focus on the current good points. I'm keeping up in class, barely. Friends are all around and good company! There are women who can cause me to swoon, definitely. I've been reading more now than I've ever read in the past, playing some amazing games...
Isn't that what life is really all about? Good times at a daily pace? Don't stress your mind thinking too deeply on it. It is!
To be honest, there are few people that I actually truly hate. Maybe dislike, but rarely hate. Even the great betrayers of my young life are often forgiven in the long run. The greatest example is Liz, of course. Someone who's name will ring on infamously among all my friends and family and someone whom I'll probably always love somewhere in my heart. Who will be the great hearts broken in the future? Will I do the breaking?
On to other thoughts, what is it that I really want in life? Difficult question, to be sure. Hopefully simple answers are really there; An urge to play music, to read books, to escape the daily drudgery with games, and to spend as much time with friends as I possibly can. Maybe on top of that the urge to fall in love, marry, have kids, and all that sentimental stuff (Someday I'll retire to a farm and raise sheep.).
I guess it's all just a bit too deep. Maybe I'm just still hung over and hazy. Rather than ponder too deep of topics, I should focus on the current good points. I'm keeping up in class, barely. Friends are all around and good company! There are women who can cause me to swoon, definitely. I've been reading more now than I've ever read in the past, playing some amazing games...
Isn't that what life is really all about? Good times at a daily pace? Don't stress your mind thinking too deeply on it. It is!