i feel...
actually really good for the first time in a while.. like this isnt a giddy happy either, this is a deep happiness that i am going to fulfill something that has been needed to do for a long time.. something thats gonna make me put a mark on this world, in a scarred way that i have been longing to do, i have been given a talent to make this world different, in the eyes of others whether it will be for angelic or demonic reasons, you will have to decide.. im going to pursue my dreams. im going for my GED so i can go back to school.. my dream? to become a psychologist/psychiatrist.. i have always been one my mind, collective, deviant, creative, passionate isnt the write word here, more apathetic, but in order for me to understand others, i will utilize this to creat a pathway without judgement, to truly understand the best path for the ones who need my help. i want to be the voice of reason, on a whole other level that i have never taken myself.. i want to understand what actions are taken by others for what reasons they have.. more will come soon, thank you for taking your time to listen.