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Since I didn't have class tonight I slept the entire day away due to fininshing a paper late in the night. (Procrastination is not fun at all). My dogs and my cat huddle up right next to me on the couch and we all passed out for a couple of hours. It was so nice to just sleep and not really worry about what I have to do tomorrow. Although I have more homework that needs to be completed I just needed to "chill" for a day so I won't drive myself up the wall.
I yelled at a kid today in the open lab at my school. It sounded like he was shooshing me every time I tried to talk. (Remember, I quit smoking two days ago so a lot of things are irritating me.) The third time he made this "Shooshing" noise I flipped out. I turned around and snapped at him. I said, "Dude, will you quit it?" He looked up baffled at me and I continued. "Do you keep telling us to be quiet?" He said no, he was just sniffling.
I felt like an asshole but it was irritating! I apologized and explained that it sounded like he was telling us to be quiet and than I shut up from there. >.<
It really honestly sucks to quit smoking when I don't want to but I am determined to get into boot camp and show my parents that I can do what I say I will. Day 2 and I haven't killed anyone yet. :-) Go Salek!
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I have been so depressed recently that all I want to do is eat, sleep, smoke cigarettes and drink coffee. It really sucks because now I feel drained and crappy and just plain unmotivated. I'm trying to push myself out of this whole fiasco but it is so hard. I don't have a lot of friends to talk to or encourage me to get out of my rut. It's really sad actually. What I really need right now is a fitness partner who is absolutely addicted to the gym and is willing to kick my ass to the moon and back every day. I got to look hard to find one!
I think that since the sun is still out I am going to go take random pictures. I need to get out of my house.
Salek
I yelled at a kid today in the open lab at my school. It sounded like he was shooshing me every time I tried to talk. (Remember, I quit smoking two days ago so a lot of things are irritating me.) The third time he made this "Shooshing" noise I flipped out. I turned around and snapped at him. I said, "Dude, will you quit it?" He looked up baffled at me and I continued. "Do you keep telling us to be quiet?" He said no, he was just sniffling.
I felt like an asshole but it was irritating! I apologized and explained that it sounded like he was telling us to be quiet and than I shut up from there. >.<
It really honestly sucks to quit smoking when I don't want to but I am determined to get into boot camp and show my parents that I can do what I say I will. Day 2 and I haven't killed anyone yet. :-) Go Salek!
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I have been so depressed recently that all I want to do is eat, sleep, smoke cigarettes and drink coffee. It really sucks because now I feel drained and crappy and just plain unmotivated. I'm trying to push myself out of this whole fiasco but it is so hard. I don't have a lot of friends to talk to or encourage me to get out of my rut. It's really sad actually. What I really need right now is a fitness partner who is absolutely addicted to the gym and is willing to kick my ass to the moon and back every day. I got to look hard to find one!
I think that since the sun is still out I am going to go take random pictures. I need to get out of my house.
Salek