okie
well someones going to take this the wrong way... but guess what have i ever cared before... nope... well i'm tired... emotionally and physically... yea i thought i met someone... and i did... but i don't know what to think about it... yea i said i'm not going to worry about it but i've been giving it alot of thought... if i'm not worried about it then what's the point... so guess what once again... i'm just going to get on with my life... if she wants to find me she knows where to find me... she didn't skitz out on me nothing like that at all... i think she is great... but i'm not going to just sit around anymore... i need to do something with myself at nights and not just sit at home... an empty house... no pet no g/f no family... just me alone... how depressing... sad ain't it i'm usually such a happy person... i use to be so cherrie... not spelled right but oh well... i really just needed to vent a little bit... i'll be alright... well as usual keep in touch... j.c.