Why don't people understand?
[venting]{so don't take this personal} I can't get it through anybody's head that I am a literal person. You'd think the way I use the literal meaning of other peoples words against them that this would be obvious. I don't hide things "Between the lines" unless I am being obvious about it--using sarcasm or suggestive voice. When I put something out flat it means what I say and only what I say. The fact that I didn't mention Ann in that post should have meant that it had nothing to do with her, which the part I had posted did--it had nothing to do with her. It did not mean she has not made me happy, it did not mean I don't need her. All, ALL it meant was that Kim makes me happy enough to not regret the time in seventh grade a girl I loved moved and I spent two hours crying in the top branches of a tree; She makes it ok that my love for Stana Melonovich was totaly unrequited and made me feel like no one would ever love me, ever. She makes all of these hurts become not-hurts, just events that allowed her to be part of my life and therefore ok.[/venting]