update time... for anyone who cares--

[salaraph]

Alright, not to have a defeatus attitude or anything ( also please don't mind the spelling I just wrote another essay )... anyways- the bad attitude.. It seems that curses are somewhat realistic when it comes to inherited kharma and all of that fun stuff. Someone in my family disgraced the family so badly that we changed our last name- I will never know what that is... but it must have travelled because my brother has had anything and everything bad happen to him for approximately the last 5 years of his life although he would say that it has been 7 years. My grandmother has cancer and she was in remission until they found a tumor in her brain last week and a tumor on her spleen the size of my fist. Aside from that though, things are relatively peachy. I just got back from NYC this weekend with my school's music department. That means there were 300 Fairporters roaming around NYC with unbelievable pride. We swept the music competition and won every single award in our division. We dominated and then stomped on the competition and it was beautiful... How bout I don't know where to school next year? I'm thinking I only have one option right now and even then I'm going to have to transfer to another school because I both loathe and cannot get the right degree at Fredonia, no offense to anyone who goes there. oh and wooo for the 76 I have in physics for 3rd quarter- the school I am wait listed at will just love that, oh well. and I miss my ex boyfriend- you know who you are obviously because I tell you all the time how much I miss you. I literally cannot wait... On a good note- Aida is an amazing musical and I don't even like musicals.. I was on the top of the Empire State building and I didn't pass out!! my English teacher hates me which is good because I hate him too.. My dog is cute, I am blessed with the best friend in the world I could ever had and he holds true to his word which is all I could ever ask for, and he's a considerate human being- something my female friends seem unable to accomplish. Basically- I don't like to post often because what I have to say is boring, i need to get out of this town and into college and away from this young life that I live. I am beyond highschool in respect to the way I act and carry myself, but I'll enjoy these last months. (6 weeks) I love the world today even though I feel cursed- it was a beautiful temperate day and I enjoyed the warmish air knowing that tomorrow holds the threat of snow and basically I am enjoying my life right now.. I may bitch about things but I know that I am lucky for what I have and the things I don't want to have I don't. I suppose that it couldn't get much better unless college was free, but I entered an essay into a scholarship competition and so far only three other people have applied, yay!

Alright must start my physics homework now because there is a regents final on it- the last one I'll ever have to take!!!

Love-
Haley