Oh yeah, second of all.
Yes, second of all, overdue usually sends me into super-efficient hyper-thinking mode, but sometimes it does the opposite. This is beyond caring, which is then swiped into giving up or hoping that something will turn up.
It's such a shame, because this is so very not the kind of person I'd wanted to be. In fact, my life is not at all like I'd imagined. I don't really see any hope of doing stuff I'd like to do in the near future, either, by which I mean the next year or two.
Is there a third of all? Probably, but I can't remember anymore at the moment. I'm actually very stressed out, making it a little difficult to breathe. I don't have lung problems. It's the stress. I guess I really should sleep, but I'm worried about sleeping in and wasting another day. I have class. I have to cook supper. It's really hard.
It's such a shame, because this is so very not the kind of person I'd wanted to be. In fact, my life is not at all like I'd imagined. I don't really see any hope of doing stuff I'd like to do in the near future, either, by which I mean the next year or two.
Is there a third of all? Probably, but I can't remember anymore at the moment. I'm actually very stressed out, making it a little difficult to breathe. I don't have lung problems. It's the stress. I guess I really should sleep, but I'm worried about sleeping in and wasting another day. I have class. I have to cook supper. It's really hard.