I opted to go over to my parents this afternoon cause I was still feeling kinda mentally blargh ( Read more... )

I've been so busy I really haven't had a chance to type up what's been going on ( Read more... )

So yesterday I got home from work and suddenly just felt blah. I couldn't figure out why. Just all of a sudden I felt really depressed and ended up cuddling with Logan on the couch for a good few hours trying to shake the feeling. It took me awhile to figure out what it was- my annual birthday meloncolly ( Read more... )

Man I have been totally lazy here. I guess when I don't have to rant about needing to pee I don't feel the need to post as often *laugh ( Read more... )

I kinda wish there was a number you could call and a kindly grandma type would come over, give you hugs and tuck you into bed and stay until you fell asleep while you were feeling blue ( Read more... )

So Mom and Dad are back from their trip, which is nice. Not so much for Graeme I think cause now he has to take the bus to work, but for me its good cause now I can come home and go straight to bed versus staying up and hour after my night shift so that Maggie can have some outside time ( Read more... )

yay Panic ( Read more... )

I'm doing 1000 times better. No panic attacks in three days, I was very very productive yesterday and today was a nice fun day spent dying easter eggs, tidying a bit and later a new friend is coming over to watch movies with me ( Read more... )

Why is it one day you wake up feeling like you can do anything?

And the nest day you feel like everything you do, you do wrong?

Human minds suck

If people end up bailing on my birthday again because of the snow I'm gonna start crying. I just spent 8 hours cleaning my apartment and getting everything ready.

*feels on oncoming sense of dread and disaapointment*