Because I'm Easy Come, Easy Go....
is this the real life? is this just fantasy? caught in a landslide, no escape form reality.
okie dokie so i really need to vent and talk about everything that has beein going on lately.
so right now i am really not doing good in school. progress report came up with only one A, one B and the rest D's bordering on F's. Wow. Senior year sucks grades wise for me. i have never done this horrible in school and it's really stressin me out. it feel slike i can never have a real balance etween my social life and school. i love all my friends and i'm having alot of fun on the weekends and trying my est to hang out with everyone that i can. i love that. i'm just pissed that i'm doing so crappy in school. i need to chill with sibyl and i feel like a biatch for not chilling with her in so long and not really making the effort. i am a bad friend = (. i've eben meeting ALOT of new people lately which makes me really happy so that's a one of the brighter sides of my life. the play...i really like the play. i'm glad i'm in it. i am on good terms i'd say with the majority of those in my life but i'd really like to hang out with alot of people more often. distance sucks...so does lack of communication. i miss suray, i miss sibyl, i miss alot of people. i miss going to the beach, i really wan tto go to the fucking beach so whoever wants to go just let me know.
maybe this saturday durin the day but me and chris and whoever (meaning tell me if you want to go) else wants to go are going to revolver friday night so that's gonna be good. i really do miss the beach though. i love the beach and it's about damn time that i start going again. i fucking hate math, it sucks but i have been doing better in it. things with mr. C have gotten better but it never feels like he really likes me. whatever, what the hell can i do right? i also can't stand economics cause it's really hard sometimes but thank god perez is slack most of the time about it. psychology is the easiest, i love psych and heilman is cool. english...c'mon i have clark and the lady plays the air trumpet while anthony dances infront of the class!...what more could you ask for in a teacher? she's the best and i love her craziness. acting is the shit as always cause i love everyone in that class and we always have fun together, i'm so gonna whoop rey's ass at foozball. watch ...just watch. and if i end up buying him that liquor...i'm gonna drink half the bottle anyways...how much do you wanna bet!? LMAO.
my fucking back is killing me and ashley says i might have scoliosis(sp?)...i have always though i do cause i sit like a retard sometimes and it has probably messed up my back over time. i need to get that checked out. this weekend was really fun, i got to hang out with natalooch and i missed hanging out with her. we havent had quality time together in a while. i miss diana. i hope everything is ok in her life. i love diana. i need to rememebr to bring jason the fricking DVD. i love all the new kids i've met from the play, they are all really good people. i'm glad the lower grades aren't dumb kids = ) basically i'm just livin life and taking whatever comes my way. new guys have been coming into my life right and left and they are all cool as fuck. but as usual..it can never just be one at a time, it always has to be a few to make it harder for me = / but hey i can't complain. they'll end up my friends in the end anyways. things with fern are good, we're friends, he's my best guy friend and i love him to death. whether he's a bum, a video game freak, a psycho, jesus, a nerd, a messy freak...or...a fucking elephant... he's still the best. i miss gabriel and i need to hang otu with him a.s.ap. me and sib just discovered we are telepathic as fuck. i ner would have doubted it. highschool is pretty good this year but i just need to start applying mself a little more. grades ARE important to me but i just get so caught up in other shit you know?
but when you've already been accepted to college, you tend to lose that motivation,cause it all starts to seem so pointless, and you wonder why you're streeing yourself out so much after a while. but it is important to do good in school kids. lol. xavier is one funny fuck for driving me, nat and fern onto ridiculous winding roads and trying to lose us last night. i'll admit i was mad at first but that shit was hilarious. good job xavier. good job. lol. and guess what everyone...yeah i write really long entries. so what!? if you don't wanna take the time to read them then DON'T!!! I'm always gonna write long entries so learn to live with it or just don't read my journal!!! = ) i need a reeeeaaally long and good back massage from someone who is willing to really get down on my back. it hurts so bad = ( and i know i'm not going to a chiropractor. money = / i had a really good tim eat kaffe last night. wow. i loved it. i loved the last song audible did, the slow one. i thought it was the SHIT. alot of people didn;t like it but i have a different taste i guess. i went up and told the lead singer (name?) that i loved the new material and that i wanted to buy the cd. i fuckign loved all my heroes...and that lead singer...wow...he makes me all tingly inside. he is SOO fuckkking HOT. Wow. Same goes for the Carter guy = ).
i saw boris whom i have't seen in for-fucking0ever which was cool. we caught up a bit and noticed that we have the same phone. kewl...lol i am a friggin nerd. but he pointed it out so he's a nerd too. he said kyle was there and i was like wtf!? where is he!? and then i found it wasn't you kyle martell. = ( i wanted to say hi to my home-boy. awesome awesome awesome movie that i love: wicker park. fuck yeah you should allllll eatch it. the cinematography was superb. on da real. = P check it oooooutt. blockbuster baby! lol. or hollywood. whatever!! just rent that shit, it's worth it. american idol is and always WILL be my obsession so you guys can laugh all you want lol. i love mario vazquez and your laughter actually makes me laugh cause i know how insane i am and how crazy i get over the show and mario. w/e he's the shit and evryone knows it. muahahahhaha. well that's all for now folks. i need some beauty rest, this lil chika is buuurnt out from this weekend. and no..there was no marijuana involved.
open your eyes, look up to the sky and see.
Mama...life had just begun!!!
LOL.
Carry ON! CArry On!!!!!! Cause nothing really matters! LOL
Can you tell I'm having fun!?
Thunder Bolts and lighting Very Very frightening!!!!
Your Dork- McKenna
Wait...just for the hell of it. I'm gonna put all the lyrics. Ok...here goes...
Is this the real life-
Is this just fantasy-
Caught in a landslide-
No escape from reality-
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see-
I’m just a poor boy,i need no sympathy-
Because I’m easy come,easy go,
A little high,little low,
Anyway the wind blows,doesn’t really matter to me,
To me
Mama,just killed a man,
Put a gun against his head,
Pulled my trigger,now he’s dead,
Mama,life had just begun,
But now I’ve gone and thrown it all away-
Mama ooo,
Didn’t mean to make you cry-
If I’m not back again this time tomorrow-
Carry on,carry on,as if nothing really matters-
Too late,my time has come,
Sends shivers down my spine-
Body’s aching all the time,
Goodbye everybody-I’ve got to go-
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth-
Mama ooo- (any way the wind blows)
I don’t want to die,
I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all-
I see a little silhouetto of a man,
Scaramouche,scaramouche will you do the fandango-
Thunderbolt and lightning-very very frightening me-
Galileo,galileo,
Galileo galileo
Galileo figaro-magnifico-
But I’m just a poor boy and nobody loves me-
He’s just a poor boy from a poor family-
Spare him his life from this monstrosity-
Easy come easy go-,will you let me go-
Bismillah! no-,we will not let you go-let him go-
Bismillah! we will not let you go-let him go
Bismillah! we will not let you go-let me go
Will not let you go-let me go
Will not let you go let me go
No,no,no,no,no,no,no-
Mama mia,mama mia,mama mia let me go-
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me,for me,for me-
So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye-
So you think you can love me and leave me to die-
Oh baby-can’t do this to me baby-
Just gotta get out-just gotta get right outta here-
Nothing really matters,
Anyone can see,
Nothing really matters-,nothing really matters to me,
Any way the wind blows....
So yeah...that's my theme song...whatever that means.
peace and love. oh... and mario:
= )
okie dokie so i really need to vent and talk about everything that has beein going on lately.
so right now i am really not doing good in school. progress report came up with only one A, one B and the rest D's bordering on F's. Wow. Senior year sucks grades wise for me. i have never done this horrible in school and it's really stressin me out. it feel slike i can never have a real balance etween my social life and school. i love all my friends and i'm having alot of fun on the weekends and trying my est to hang out with everyone that i can. i love that. i'm just pissed that i'm doing so crappy in school. i need to chill with sibyl and i feel like a biatch for not chilling with her in so long and not really making the effort. i am a bad friend = (. i've eben meeting ALOT of new people lately which makes me really happy so that's a one of the brighter sides of my life. the play...i really like the play. i'm glad i'm in it. i am on good terms i'd say with the majority of those in my life but i'd really like to hang out with alot of people more often. distance sucks...so does lack of communication. i miss suray, i miss sibyl, i miss alot of people. i miss going to the beach, i really wan tto go to the fucking beach so whoever wants to go just let me know.
maybe this saturday durin the day but me and chris and whoever (meaning tell me if you want to go) else wants to go are going to revolver friday night so that's gonna be good. i really do miss the beach though. i love the beach and it's about damn time that i start going again. i fucking hate math, it sucks but i have been doing better in it. things with mr. C have gotten better but it never feels like he really likes me. whatever, what the hell can i do right? i also can't stand economics cause it's really hard sometimes but thank god perez is slack most of the time about it. psychology is the easiest, i love psych and heilman is cool. english...c'mon i have clark and the lady plays the air trumpet while anthony dances infront of the class!...what more could you ask for in a teacher? she's the best and i love her craziness. acting is the shit as always cause i love everyone in that class and we always have fun together, i'm so gonna whoop rey's ass at foozball. watch ...just watch. and if i end up buying him that liquor...i'm gonna drink half the bottle anyways...how much do you wanna bet!? LMAO.
my fucking back is killing me and ashley says i might have scoliosis(sp?)...i have always though i do cause i sit like a retard sometimes and it has probably messed up my back over time. i need to get that checked out. this weekend was really fun, i got to hang out with natalooch and i missed hanging out with her. we havent had quality time together in a while. i miss diana. i hope everything is ok in her life. i love diana. i need to rememebr to bring jason the fricking DVD. i love all the new kids i've met from the play, they are all really good people. i'm glad the lower grades aren't dumb kids = ) basically i'm just livin life and taking whatever comes my way. new guys have been coming into my life right and left and they are all cool as fuck. but as usual..it can never just be one at a time, it always has to be a few to make it harder for me = / but hey i can't complain. they'll end up my friends in the end anyways. things with fern are good, we're friends, he's my best guy friend and i love him to death. whether he's a bum, a video game freak, a psycho, jesus, a nerd, a messy freak...or...a fucking elephant... he's still the best. i miss gabriel and i need to hang otu with him a.s.ap. me and sib just discovered we are telepathic as fuck. i ner would have doubted it. highschool is pretty good this year but i just need to start applying mself a little more. grades ARE important to me but i just get so caught up in other shit you know?
but when you've already been accepted to college, you tend to lose that motivation,cause it all starts to seem so pointless, and you wonder why you're streeing yourself out so much after a while. but it is important to do good in school kids. lol. xavier is one funny fuck for driving me, nat and fern onto ridiculous winding roads and trying to lose us last night. i'll admit i was mad at first but that shit was hilarious. good job xavier. good job. lol. and guess what everyone...yeah i write really long entries. so what!? if you don't wanna take the time to read them then DON'T!!! I'm always gonna write long entries so learn to live with it or just don't read my journal!!! = ) i need a reeeeaaally long and good back massage from someone who is willing to really get down on my back. it hurts so bad = ( and i know i'm not going to a chiropractor. money = / i had a really good tim eat kaffe last night. wow. i loved it. i loved the last song audible did, the slow one. i thought it was the SHIT. alot of people didn;t like it but i have a different taste i guess. i went up and told the lead singer (name?) that i loved the new material and that i wanted to buy the cd. i fuckign loved all my heroes...and that lead singer...wow...he makes me all tingly inside. he is SOO fuckkking HOT. Wow. Same goes for the Carter guy = ).
i saw boris whom i have't seen in for-fucking0ever which was cool. we caught up a bit and noticed that we have the same phone. kewl...lol i am a friggin nerd. but he pointed it out so he's a nerd too. he said kyle was there and i was like wtf!? where is he!? and then i found it wasn't you kyle martell. = ( i wanted to say hi to my home-boy. awesome awesome awesome movie that i love: wicker park. fuck yeah you should allllll eatch it. the cinematography was superb. on da real. = P check it oooooutt. blockbuster baby! lol. or hollywood. whatever!! just rent that shit, it's worth it. american idol is and always WILL be my obsession so you guys can laugh all you want lol. i love mario vazquez and your laughter actually makes me laugh cause i know how insane i am and how crazy i get over the show and mario. w/e he's the shit and evryone knows it. muahahahhaha. well that's all for now folks. i need some beauty rest, this lil chika is buuurnt out from this weekend. and no..there was no marijuana involved.
open your eyes, look up to the sky and see.
Mama...life had just begun!!!
LOL.
Carry ON! CArry On!!!!!! Cause nothing really matters! LOL
Can you tell I'm having fun!?
Thunder Bolts and lighting Very Very frightening!!!!
Your Dork- McKenna
Wait...just for the hell of it. I'm gonna put all the lyrics. Ok...here goes...
Is this the real life-
Is this just fantasy-
Caught in a landslide-
No escape from reality-
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see-
I’m just a poor boy,i need no sympathy-
Because I’m easy come,easy go,
A little high,little low,
Anyway the wind blows,doesn’t really matter to me,
To me
Mama,just killed a man,
Put a gun against his head,
Pulled my trigger,now he’s dead,
Mama,life had just begun,
But now I’ve gone and thrown it all away-
Mama ooo,
Didn’t mean to make you cry-
If I’m not back again this time tomorrow-
Carry on,carry on,as if nothing really matters-
Too late,my time has come,
Sends shivers down my spine-
Body’s aching all the time,
Goodbye everybody-I’ve got to go-
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth-
Mama ooo- (any way the wind blows)
I don’t want to die,
I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all-
I see a little silhouetto of a man,
Scaramouche,scaramouche will you do the fandango-
Thunderbolt and lightning-very very frightening me-
Galileo,galileo,
Galileo galileo
Galileo figaro-magnifico-
But I’m just a poor boy and nobody loves me-
He’s just a poor boy from a poor family-
Spare him his life from this monstrosity-
Easy come easy go-,will you let me go-
Bismillah! no-,we will not let you go-let him go-
Bismillah! we will not let you go-let him go
Bismillah! we will not let you go-let me go
Will not let you go-let me go
Will not let you go let me go
No,no,no,no,no,no,no-
Mama mia,mama mia,mama mia let me go-
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me,for me,for me-
So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye-
So you think you can love me and leave me to die-
Oh baby-can’t do this to me baby-
Just gotta get out-just gotta get right outta here-
Nothing really matters,
Anyone can see,
Nothing really matters-,nothing really matters to me,
Any way the wind blows....
So yeah...that's my theme song...whatever that means.
peace and love. oh... and mario:
= )