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I hate this shit. I really can't stand suspense. No, this isn't suspense IDK what he fuck it is I am just pissed off right now for three reasons coming from one person alone. It's not their fault necessarily but, damn I wish shit could just be easier for e with guys. It's like I have noooooooooooo fucking luck with them. Well I won't jump to any conclusions yet but let's just say that..."I've got a bad feling about this, I've got a bad feeling about this, I've got a bad feeling about this, I've got a bad feeling about this."
But whatever. If it happens then it happens and as always I have no fuckin gluck wih gus and ONE FUCKING DAY karma will stop biting me in the ass. I ean yes I have broken up with and turned down guys before but I don't deserve this shit. Not with somebody who I really like.
Well, I don't know the exact situation right now but this just feels horrible. FUCKING horrible I tell you. I can't stand this shit I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs and breaking something but, I don't break thins when I'm pissed.
I sang karaoke tonight, Alanis Morissette- Ironic at the pool hall. It was fun and I got some aner out. I'm not really sure if his emotion is anger or just hurt. Probably a bit of both. But I don't think I sould even be experiencing this yet because afterall, the deal I not done yet and the cards have not all been laid out on the table. This just saddens me. Someone who I really like. Why THE FUCK?
Well, I'm gonns stop ranting and perhaps one day I will not jinx every fucking relationship I come across. What The fuck!!!!!!???????
I hate this hit more than anything in the fucking wooooorld.
I hate Emotions.
I hate being let down.
I hate lies.
But most of all, I HATE being in a bad mood, so I'm just going to breathe now and let this shit go completely and accept that whatever happens is meant to happen. That's life. This is my life and thins might not be perfect but hey, I'm alive and well. I don't need this shit anyways. I really don't. But I'll just sit back and see what happens.
But whatever. If it happens then it happens and as always I have no fuckin gluck wih gus and ONE FUCKING DAY karma will stop biting me in the ass. I ean yes I have broken up with and turned down guys before but I don't deserve this shit. Not with somebody who I really like.
Well, I don't know the exact situation right now but this just feels horrible. FUCKING horrible I tell you. I can't stand this shit I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs and breaking something but, I don't break thins when I'm pissed.
I sang karaoke tonight, Alanis Morissette- Ironic at the pool hall. It was fun and I got some aner out. I'm not really sure if his emotion is anger or just hurt. Probably a bit of both. But I don't think I sould even be experiencing this yet because afterall, the deal I not done yet and the cards have not all been laid out on the table. This just saddens me. Someone who I really like. Why THE FUCK?
Well, I'm gonns stop ranting and perhaps one day I will not jinx every fucking relationship I come across. What The fuck!!!!!!???????
I hate this hit more than anything in the fucking wooooorld.
I hate Emotions.
I hate being let down.
I hate lies.
But most of all, I HATE being in a bad mood, so I'm just going to breathe now and let this shit go completely and accept that whatever happens is meant to happen. That's life. This is my life and thins might not be perfect but hey, I'm alive and well. I don't need this shit anyways. I really don't. But I'll just sit back and see what happens.