okay about everything thats been going on, i think its all bullshit. ryan, you need to seriously stop hanging out with that person who is controling your life and u know that they are. i know that you are going through a hard time right now, that i do understand, but what i coulnt understand was why treat us, the people who love you the most like shit? you know what, i dont even care about the past because that would only get us no where, i just want you to find yourself and do things for youeself and not other people. about us, you know that i love you with all my heart and no one will ever change that, just you can do that. and yeah i have been going through alot and no you havent been there for me, not once but thats okay iam not going to hold a gruge against you becasue you know i've always said, "TWO WORNGS DONT MAKE A RIGHT",
and also, if you really want to talk to me about something, you should do it. i miss you like crazy as well, i may not show it, but i do. i try to just forget about you and make the pain go away, but when you call me for whatever reason, i get all happy thinking that your just going to say," im sooo sorry for everything and i love you". but no we always end up in a fight or we end up saying bad words to eachother or just anything stupid that can ever come to mind WE DO IT! so if your really changed or what to change then we'll see what happens. iam happy that you've finally come to some realization ryan,because seriously i dont know if you really noticed or not, but you are hurting alot of people, not just me but your family the ones that should mean the most to you in the whole wide world. thats all i have to say about this, and plus i just woke up from a deep sleep, so i dont even think i make sence. but i know you'll understand what im talking about. love you both muah, suray
The only people that are trying to control his life are you and erica. You are the ones playing games, bringing people down. How many negative comments have you made? Do you really think I tell him not to do......anything? I have become a scapegoat. Just because I hang out with him doesn't mean I tell him who to hang out or talk to......unlike someone else I know...... These little cheap shots at a little fun are more like leverage....just sticking the knife in deeper. Another reason to attack. GODDAMN it's annoying.
I have only said what I have truly felt. No games. No bull. I have been straight up without any intention of making cheap shots. I have never tried to control Ryan's life and he knows that. He knows that I love him with all of my heart and that I only aim at DIRECTING him. Not controlling him. Only he can hold the reigns. I just give him a little nudge from time to time. Ryan understands this about me. That is all that matters to me.
lmao...do you not READ!? I just said that I don't want anymore problems. It's Over. you two are friends and i am not going to fight this anymore. stop trying to cotinue this fight. if you don't understand that then i am not gong to explain anymore. read what i wrote above.
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